inilah yang dikatakan cool principles!

Some will

Some won’t

So what?!

Someone’s waiting…

Your biggest dream is also your biggest fear

Currently playing: How Am I Supposed To Live Without You – Micheal Bolton

I really love this song!

I consider myself as a very lucky person because most of the time I will have no problems to get anything that I want. Most of the time… Not all the time. And due to that, my siblings and also my cousins adore me so much. They always wanted to be like me. They tell me they want to challenge me. Even my 5 years old brother (Nabil) wants to go to UIA cus he wants to study with me. I don’t even know what UIA is when I was 5! FYI, I am such a numb and lumpy little girl when I was a kid. I know nothing except for Sugar Bun fried chickens! ;D

International Islamic University Malaysia (IIUM/UIAM) was one of my biggest dreams last time. After finished my high school, I didn’t apply for other universities except for UIA and alhamdulillah, I got what I wanted. The moment I entered Matriculation Centre of IIUM, I feel happy to embark my new life as a pre-university student but honestly, it was a little bit scary. Throughout my life in matriculation centre, my journey wasn’t that easy. I encountered with a lot of new cultures which are totally aliened to me.

I don’t know for Muslims, we need to perform the cheek to cheek kissing for three times. I don’t know it is compulsory to wear a petticoat inside if you wear a skirt although it is not transparent! I don’t know it is compulsory for the female to wear socks in order to cover the feet (aurah). I don’t know it is considered as a wrong conduct if we wear a t-shirt that only covers till the buttock, at which only a knee-length t-shirt is allowed. And a lot more restrictions which drives me nuts! It was such a huge shock to me and I really hate those people who consider themselves as ‘good people’. Those who wears the big head scarf, baggy dresses and bla bla bla, you know what I mean right? They never accept me as they way I am and they way they treat me makes me clueless. How am I supposed to adapt with all the ridiculous things in such an instant time?! I really hate my life back in matriculation centre. But my life now is totally different! I am having lotsa fun here! Heheh.. This is the true dream that I always wanted! And my dream isn’t a fear, anymore.

Well, this isn’t the thing that I want to write tho!

Okay, back to the thing I was thinking to write earlier. What I am trying to say by ‘Your biggest dream is also your biggest fear’ is that, sometimes in order to achieve something that we wanted so much in this life, we need to sacrifice a few things in order to get it or to succeed. Or sometimes, even the journey towards that success itself is quite troublesome. It makes you worrying to much on it. It makes you wonder if it will all be worth it.

Take my brother, Maman for example. He just finished high school and he had applied for Universiti Pertahanan Nasional Malaysia (UPNM) cus he wanted to be somebody in the military field. This is his big ambition since he was in form 3. Sadly, he failed to get the offer for the interview which will determines whether he is qualified to join UPNM or not. He failed to get places from other universities as well, and he even failed to get ALAM! I feel extremely sorry for him. I don’t think he should get through all these situations in order to achieve his dream. Pity him…

Although I know things happened for a reason but seriously, this is too much. I remember 3 years ago, how frustrated he were when he failed to get the place in Royal Military College just because he lacked of 1A for his PMR examination.

Hm.. *sigh*

Or may be he is given with a lot of tests from the Almighty before he achieves his dream. So that he will appreciate it more in the future…

I hope so.

“Ya Allah, I beg you to grant my brother his dream. He deserves kindness from You. I want my brother to be successful. I want my brother to achieve his dream!”

I hope his biggest dream isn’t a biggest fear after all.

g.a.s.p!

Do you know this girl? She is so lovely and her voice is really beautiful. ;*

Connie Talbot: Over the Rainbow

 

 

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and do you know these guys.. and this song? ;D Haha.. I really love this!

Alvin & The Chimpmunks: Bed ( Dirty)

 

I am fulfilling the Dreamz

The questions:

1. Who is the professional image consultant dishing out juicy tips on how to look your best at CloveTWO.com’s Lookin’ Good section?
2. Name the bloggers at the Guy and Parent blogs.
3. At which section do you find stories on women’s fashion and beauty?

My answer:

1. Wendy Lee
2. Andrew William, and Sharmila Rajah
3. Style Sheet

My slogan:

Attending Dreamz would be a dream come true for me because I am not a dreamer anymore! I am now looking forward to be in the Dreamz itself.

uwaaaaaa!

When I try to send sms, “SMS send failed” error is displayed. Do you have any ideas on how to solve my problem? I even “master reset” my phone but still I couldn’t send sms!!!!!!!

Aiya, canggih phone pun susah, outdated phone pun susah.. Huhu!

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I have decided not too think too much about a thing that doesn’t really matter to me anymore. Because I don’t think it does matter to me, anyway. So this thought and this feeling needed to be let go or needed to be throw away as far as it should! I am confused and I don’t think this current situation which I am in right now is fun. Instead, it weakens me and we weren’t as good as before. I really miss the good old days. I mean, our good old days.

Huh.. Things are much more fun if we least expect it. Yea right!

I am hopeless romantic, and you should know it.

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I was impressed by my lecturer when she taught us about “Imperfection in Solids”, and how she managed to relate it with life. Most of the time we tend to think that such imperfections are bad just because it is imperfect. Remember, nothing is perfect. All things aren’t perfect because Allah (God) has created it that way.

Even we aren’t perfect too tho because imperfection makes us better.

i don’t know what is the title for this entry. sorry!

I noticed that people were having fun posting their comments in my senior back in college blog. Or should I call it as a website since it is a [dot]com site? Urm.. Whatever then. Well, the thing is when I went through to all the comments in his blog, most of the comentator were ‘free’ in expressing their thought or words whereby they do not have to feel or to be restricted to any ’formalities’, or need to be careful with what they wrote in the comments box. And I just love that!  Cus, I love it when you’re true in expressing yourself…

This is a hopeless entry, btw cus I wasn’t plan to blog! Hahaha.. I really-really-really should be studying right now because I am going to have a quiz on Atomic Structure at 2pm today. Da..

one of my favourite quote…

If you give a starving man a fish, you can feed him for one day. But if you teach him how to fish, then definitely he can feed himself for a lifetime…

It’s all about the money, It’s all about the dum dum…….

Being the appointment-setter (I am sorry, I don’t know what my job is but I am not a secreatary…) is fun and the payment is truly awesome! Well actually, today is my second day working with Kavaq Customers Intelligence and I managed to get RM30 just for today, guys!!! I start working at 10am and finished at 3pm with lunch time in between. Approximately the duration for my working hours is just 4 hours and I got RM30 in 4 hours! *jump* Seriously the payment makes me crazy!

Oh, this is just a short update actually because I was so excited with my RM30 heee… Since, I have something to attend at Berjaya Times Square this evening so, gtg. Daaaaaa…. And enjoy this song.

Meja - It’s All About The Money

Sometimes I find another world
inside my mind
when I realise
all the crazy things we do
It makes me feel ashamed to be alive
I wanna run away and hide

Chorus
It’s all about the money
It’s all about the dum dum…….
And I don?t think It?s funny
to see us fade away
It’s all about the money
It’s all about the
I think we got it all wrong, anyway

Strange ways of showing
how much we really care
when in fact
we don?t seem to care at all
This pretty world
is getting out of hand
So how come we fail to understand?

Chorus

P.s Happy weekends guys!

Boh baca mun sik paham :P

For those who doesn’t understand, I am so sorry guys. I am not using English instead I’m going to use my mother tongue language which is called as bahasa Sarawak throughout this entry. ;P

Mok cakap bahasa Sarawak boleh sik. Sebab malas nak penin palak pikir perkataan perkataan best pakey engkah dalam entri. Gik pun nang English ku lintang pukang nak? Tambah-tambah gik entri tok nang best ku rasa mun ditulis pakey bahasa kedirik. Haha…

Ada cita best oi! Marek I start keja kat Kavaq Customer Intelligence. Nang cali la oi! I tek keja jadi surveyor mok update database semua syarikat kat dalam Selangor. I pun sik sangka I kenak terimak masuk. Eh lupak nak padah, Fila pun keja juak. I madah dengannya, I nang sik duli. I mok keja juak sebab I nang gila nak carik duit. Mun nya mok ekot, ekot. Mun sik mok, iboh. Tapi Fila pun semangat juak! Kmk duak jak orang Malaysia dari Sarawak lagik ya oi! Orang lain tek semua international people. Bukan apa, I jeles dengan Maman (adik) sebab dah ada approximately RM5K dalam banknya hasil dari nya buat part time dari nya form 3 lagik! I tok boros. Ada duit, nang abis terus la. So, now I dah start berazam nak saving. I kan dah besar… Bak kata Mak Dot tek, dah berbulu! ;D Eh, balit cerita asal tek. Payment kamek orang best juak la. Dah la kerja dalam UIA jak. Sik perlu keluar duit, embak dirik jak ke lab ya and telipon orang. Dah la boleh polah aek Nescafe and Milo free! Balit dengan kerja kmk org tek, mun dapat bercakap dengan manager kmk orang kenak berik RM5, mun executive RM3 and mun dengan officer biasa RM2. Best sik? And ari first keja ya tek, bos I berik offer dengan I untuk call semua manager nak setuju dengan kontrak company kmk orang ya, untuk set kan ari appointment. And sigek call nya berik I RM10! Gila sik????! And lepas I jadi setter for tarikh appointment ya bos I kata I jadi penaip data jak. Sik payah jadi surveyer gik and payment RM10 sigek paper. Tapi I reject offer ya. I baruk first day kerja. Jadi I sik berani la nak. Tapi, bila I dah settle dengan call I, nya nanyak cepat sik I naip sebab nya suruh I key in data dalam computer! I pun kata okay la. Sebab bukan nya sik berbayar kan? Nang best oi!!! ;D

And sigek gik cerita best nak cerita. Haha! Tok nang jaik ati la mun diingat. Malam Isnin lepas dalam pukul 10 malam giya, I tek lapar lalu. Baru balit dari meeting juak! I tek dah exceed belanja sebab biasa la nak ari pertama lecture tentu la banyak nak dibeli. I tek pikir sikpa la. Beli aek Milo bungkus jak, murah sikit RM1 jak. Dapat makan dengan roti paon dalam bilit. Kat café ya tek, I pun mintak la abang ya bungkus aek Milo ais. Tiba-tiba nak, abang ya nanyak I lapar sik. I jawab sik la lapar gilak. Tanyak nya lagik, mun nya belanja nasi goreng kampung, I maok sik. Ya rabbi! Nang rasa berbunga dalam ati I. Mun dapat melompat, nang I melompat kat cafe ya! Haha! Ya orang madah rezeki… Tapi sebenarnya kan, I rasa malu la juak. Sebab I kan perempuan. Huhu. Tapi munkin ya rezeki kan. Yalah tek, lepas I sembahyang Isyak malam ya I  pun macam biasa la berdoa and lalu berterimak kasih la tek dengan orang atas nun. Sebab nang bena rezeki Allah yang berik nak? Lagik sigek, I mun orang embak beloyar, I beloyar. Mun nya senyum, I senyum la nak. Mungkin rezeki dari kita sedekah senyum ya juak kali. Mun kita suka senyum, murah rezeki. Mun muka masam 24/7 rezeki pun takut.

Jadi, senyum-senyum la dengan ikhlas aaaaa…

A place like no others

Miri, a place like no others…

This is not an exaggerated claim but this is true. Don’t worry, Sarawakians are modest people (as mentioned by Bongkersz here). Haha… Well the thing is, each place has its own uniqueness which is differs from other places. Hope you get my point. Don’t worry, there’ll be no bragging statements here… Just enjoy all the pictures yea! ;P And click to enlarge.

This is a small port mainly for personal boat(s) located at Marina Bay, Miri. This port is owned by Shin Yang Group, a dynamic leading corporation with diversified business activities such as construction, shipping (domestic and international), real estate, plantations, quarrying and other small businesses in just a short period of ten years (taken from here). How cool is that huh?

A very beautiful view taken from Marina Bay where you can see a big seahorse statue which is actually a light house. Truly unique isn’t it?

Coconut trees. A typical scenery that you may see in Miri especially at the beach. Oh not to forget, the Ru tree(s) although it isn’t in the picture.

I am not sure what is this though. At first, I thought it was a bundle of man’s hair. Haha… But my grandma told me that it is actually an ethnics’ ornament.

Lotus.

A giant seahorse statue which is actually a light house as I mentioned earlier. You know what, although I am a Mirian but I have no idea why they associate Miri with a seahorse. :/

A Borneo Tribals’ print.

So this is Miri YO! Personally, what I really like about my hometown is the beach even though it is not as beautiful as Sabah’s beaches. Really. And not to forget the extreme hot weather too!